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Wednesday, March 22

this morning,i actually 4gotten 2 bring a story book 4 silent reading den remembered dat e locker hav one extra story book... den i quickly took e course work 4 home econ of my classmates den pass it up 2 mrs chua den took e chance 2 ran all e way up my locker 2 get e bk... bt i didn't realli read it though... i was practically busy doin stuffs durin silent readin bt e teacher didn't care... hehe...den e 1st period was chinese... i tink e teacher 2dae in gd mood.. nt onli nv scold us... somemore keep smiling...but since chinese i class... i had this very sian look on my face cos i was feeling very very tired... den felt kinda pissed... den when we went 2 mr chan's class...he started scoldin rach,thivya tat grp JUX FOR LAUGHINGden he oso pulled bai lin's hair when bai lin was @ some1 else's table... siao one lor... crazy..anyhow tikam tikam pull n scold ppl...,... den he continued wif his lessonden he suddenly dunno say wad ish natural 4 human's temperature 2 go uop 2 39°C,den i replied dat it was nt normal cos when human reaches 38.7°C,it's already fever. den he went crazy n shouted dat he was tokin abt sth else den stare @ miie n shouted" ARE YOU RETARDED?!?" den i was lyk so damn pissed off!! i mean... jux lyk dat he called miie retarded??? den after dat he scolded rach again 4 laughin WHEN THIVYA WAS E ONE INSTEAD... even after we told him it was thivya who laughed... he still insisted dat it was rach... crazy...den he said dey had no rights 2 laugh loudly in class den prem shouted back dat he oso had no rights 2 scold miie retarded... den he had nth 2 say!! HA!!HA!!!
but because of mr chan dat question...which was whether i was retarded... it made miie think of many things... sad things... den during badminton ... when miie n cheryl teamed up 2 play again 2 sec 1 bois... i kept missin the shots den cheryl nt happy... den end up we both had black faces... den angry wif each other... she somemore said 2 miie"milly!!! plx lah!! if we lose 2 sec 1 very lose face!!" den she oso kept shoutin at miie 4 e wrong shots i made...den when we finally finished 3 matches where by we won 2 out of 3... cheryl's face nt angry liao... den come n tell miie it's ok...den i nodded my head... bt in reali fact..deep down.. i m not... when i realli could nt control any more... i quickly ran 2 e toilet... n cried...i was hurt!! deeply hurt!!! MY GD FREN ACTUALLY ISH HINTIN DAT MY BADMINTON SKILLS SUX!!!MY GD FREN...SHOWING MIIE HER ANGRY FACE...MY GD FREN... SHOUTING @ MIIE!!!at that moment...that instance of mr chan askin miie if i was retarded flashed through my head many tyms... n i realli tot... i guess i m... i can''t play badminton properly... i m can't realli understand e maths which was supposed 2 b my best sub... MAY BE I REALLI AM RETARDED!!! i dunno... bt now i realli realli realli feel lyk crying!!! everytym when i m alone...doing nth... i will tink of these... n will start crying... even as i was in e car goin 2 dinner... i cried silently... as i was waitin 4 e dinner 2 b served.. i oso cried... in sch i cried 3-4 tyms...when i was bathin.. i cried... i practically cried almost 10 tyms 2dae!!! all bcos i m SERIOUSLY HURT BY ALL E THINGS PPL AROUND MIIE DID!!! ALL IN ONE DAY!!

3/22/2006 10:03:00 PM
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Monday, March 13

hey..long tym no post le... sry if euu ppl could nt c my blog e past few days.. so sry... i oso dunno wd's wrong.. i tink e skin prob...now dta i changed le... den can liao... hahas..duh..kk... so..hum..holidays again le... now onli 1 wk holidays bt yet our homework ish as if our holidays lasts fer 2 mths!!! hw m i suppose 2 complete it??i tink i dun intend 2 do lah.. i mean.. i can't be bothered lor...well... i jux cut my hair yesteday... hiax... dat stupid hair dresser... cut my hair until dunno how 2 sayy... i dun lyk lor...looks very weired... though my friends says it suits miie?? tink ish tryin 2 console miie onli lah... hahas... well.. nvm lah.. anyway my hair will grow again... 2dae morning had badminton training... den miie,cheryl n e badminton guys went 2 koven 2 eat lunch.. we wanted 2 eat @ e hawker center... bt all closed 2dae den we ended up goin 2 macdonalds 2 eat... den when we eatin half way... e guys except kevan went 2 lan shop...den all cannot eat finish e fries...den threw all 2 kevan 2 eat.. hahas... den hui min n crystalbel oso came... den miie,cheryl,hui min,crystalbel n kevan sat dere 2 eat n tok lor... after we finally ate finish,kevan left 1st... den we 4 gals went 2 super bowl dere de lan shop 2 find e guys bt cannot find... den we ended up playin e drum thing @ e arcade ...so fun.. we laughed so much... hehe... den we called e guys n found out dat dey were @ another lan shop @ e other side of kovan... den actually e gals wanted 2 go nfind dem.. bt i dun wan.. so i decided 2 come home.. den cheryl came home wif miie... den end up bel n hui min oso went home... hahas... den i came home..i wanted 2 go n bath... bt lied on e floor 2 watch abit of tv 1st.. den unconsiously fell asleep den when i woke up it wsa already 4+ den i quickly bathed den watched tv again... den now usin com lor... hahas... wasted 1 whole day without foin any hwk... i seriously doubt so i can finish my hwk lah... hahas...well... i m jux glad dat i finally got over wif changin my blogskin.. cos so many ppl complainin 2 miie sayin dat my blog cannot go in.. hahas... so irritatin...lolx... cos gotta explain so many tyms!!!...

3/13/2006 07:20:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 1

well.. beginning of 2dae ... prem was still angry lah.. den i was lyk real pissed... den i oso dun bother talkin 2 her liao... den 2wards e endin of e sch 2dae den she cool down liao.. den we talked abit lor...so i guess ok liao lah...den 2dae in mrs you's class 2dae...i knew she was goin 2 give us back our exam paper.. so i very scared i fail... den i sit dere.,.. waitin 4 her 2 give e paper... bt she stand dere tok n tok nonsense... say wad we nv pass up e file n worksheet den wanna delay givin out our papers cos she did dat 2 2e2 oso.. den i commented dat it was nothin 2 do wif us n asked her 2 faster give out e exam paper den she tok even more crap.... den after she gave out e paper...though i wsa glad dat i passed... bt i was very very shock dat i actually passed by onli 1 mark!!!wad m i 2 do?? omg!!! bt ish lyk so unfair lor... mrs you mark our paper ish goin by 'o' level standard one lor... i mean... WE R ONLI SEC 2!!!den she mark until so strict!!! hw 2 pass lyk dat.... den end up quite a number of pupils failed lorx...!!!if tis goes on hw r e express streams gonna stay in express... if we fail our language... we will drop 2 academic one lor!!! den when she was goin through e answers... some students argued dat their answers were ryte...den after awhile... she lyk totally broke down... i tink she has no patience... cannot explain properly one... anyway... den when she saw thivya talkin 2 jerome(who ish sittin beside where mrs you was standin) she tot thivya was still arguein abt it.. so she started 2 shout n ask her 2 stand up n talk... den make up so much crap den she started 2 take our class e english file n slam e table den threw it on e floor...den demanded thivya 2 pick it up... den thivya was so pissed off...den after dat... she stopped goin through e answers den started scoldin us... den i asked samson y she mus keep scolding us e same old things which she scolded b4... den when fong ngai heard... he replaied miie dat ish bcos e students dun wanna listen 2 her... den when he was sayin dat 2 miie... mrs you saw den asked him 2 stand up n scolded him... sayin dat if he hav anything nt happy abt her... we tell her... n nt curse her behind her back.... den i felt dat she was totally accusing him den i answered her dat fong ngai was onli helpin her n nt cursin her den she shouted dat she did nt need our help... den dunno wad she say liao... CRAPS lah... den after dat jux nice e bell rang den we told her n started 2 stand up... den she no choice den stopped shoutin n let us off...den we went 2 mr chan k.p's class... wah... den we were suppose 2 do tis experiment usin becker... n suppose 2 heat it... den cos 2 hot... e becker started 2 slip off or crack lah... den by de end of e lesson... i tink at least ard 2-3 beckers broke lor... den mr chan had 2 write it in e record book... den after dat miie n hui min went 2 e canteen n saw alisa so we sat wif her n talked 2 her... den talk until exam tym den went 2 e classrooms... i tink 2dae's maths paper is alryte lah... nt DAT HARD.... cos even thivya oso sad dat it's e 1st maths paper dat she finally has confidence of passin...hahas... den after exams i was suppose 2 meet janani @ e canteen 2 go home 2gether...bt i could nt find her... den i figured dat she mus hav forgotten... so i went 2 e dc room where thivya,alvina,hui shan,rachel,sok wan,melody n felicia was cos s.x n melody had prefect duty which alvina n thivya gotta copy sum crap thing frm mrs you's class.... den i sat dere talkin 2 rach den ard 4 ... den left 2 eat lunch den i oso left 2 come home lah.. cos i dun feel lyk eatin... den nw i m lyk slackin lah... cos tmr chinese bt i dunno wad i can study... somemore e chinese teacher said dat it was very tough paper leh!!! argh!!! i gonna die liao!!!bt thank god... TMR LAST PAPER ALREADY!!!!

3/01/2006 04:39:00 PM
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