Wednesday, February 22
1dae went 2 sch @ 11.30 cos i had my piano practical exams... which where by i totally messed up!!!i was so damn nervous den i did so many things wrongly... 3 pieces of misuic which i hav been practising 4 so long ... durin e exam..cos of my stupid nervousness... i played it wrongly!!!! den e sight-readin... which i m suppose 2 c e melody n play instantly... when i played it.. it does nt even sounded lyk a misic at all lor!! wah lao!!! i so felt lyk cryin... den when i went 2 sch ... e stupid security guard stopped miie n asked miie y i nw den come sch.. den i haven explain finish.. he broughtmiie 2 c mr williams... den when i told mr williams dat i was late cos i jux had piano exams.. he heard as'cos later hav exams.. so i nw den come' den he shouted @ miie n say" hav exams den euu come izzit? no exams den dun need 2 come lah?!?" den he brought miie 2 c mrs danapal.. den as i felt very accused... i started 2 cry... den when went 2 mrs danapal's table.. she asked miie y i was late n i explained 2 her... she said it was alryte n asked miie hw i did 4 my exams n y i was cryin... after dat she let miie go back 2 class... as i was on my way back 2 e classroom.. i trie 2 cool down n look as if everything was alryte... bt as i was abt 2 do in e classroom,yao an saw miie frm e back door n shouted y i came 2 sch so late...den i suddenly angry again n shouted at him... den my face became so black... until e whole class oso can tell lor... i m nt blamin yao an lah.. is jux dat he ish unlucky dat he shouted @ e wrong tym lah... cos i knew he was jokin.. bt i was no mood 2 joke n wanted 2 shout @ some 1... so i realli felt guilty 4 shoutin @ him... bt it oso pays back 2 him lah... 4 shoutin @ miie 4 no reasons @ tyms.. hehe...well..after awhile i was ok liao lah though... den after sch.. i wanted 2 go out n eat wif my bro cos i finally did nt hav badminton bt end up my bro cannot make it cos he has common test tmr..so i stayed in sch... den zhi lie saw miie n asked miie 2 help him... i actually did nt wan 2.. bt when he told miie he hav nt started on it at all n dat his grp of 4 ppl..onli 1 can make it.. i pitied him n helped him... den totally had so much fun(nt flirtin horis kind hearted!heehee...)... hahas... seriously... though zhi lie can b irritatin @ tyms... at least he ish a true fren... some of my frens i noe... i dun even noe whether can call dem my frens anot... cos dey r lyk hypocrites!!! or oso known as backstabbers!!!