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Sunday, July 29

first of all..
b4 everything..
Happy 11th Mth laopo..
love u lots lots dardar...

hmm.. today went service.. yup.. wid sam..
so tired.. slpt at almost 1 ytd.. den today muz wake up at 7+ to go service..
but nvm.. it's worth it..=]]
service was great.. ya.. enjoyable.. learn lots today..
our cg ppl.. all so nice.. almost all bowen..
den even nt bowen de.. gt one yuying i see b4.. yea..
but dun matter.. cuz everyone was friendly n made me feel a part of them..
so glad.. anyway..
yup.. meet sam at 845 at the hg mall busstop..
den took 72 to TM.. dne mrt to expo..
sadsad.. i lost my ez link.. damn,,
i juz lost one lyk a mth n a half b4..=[[

ya.. den reach the expo.. hall 8... wow.. really lots lots ppl lor..
den sparked off everything wid some singing..
actually at first abit blur ehhs..
but den ltr ya.. ok le lor.. gt drawn nearer le.. umm hmm..
den lr gt sermon? ya i tink tat's call sermon..
gt a guest speaker.. ya..
talk abt.. generalisation curses// sexuality.. fear.. and some moe..

den gt minitry after tat.. went for the first one lor..
i sorta feel much better? letting out stuff..
was lyk in sub conscious state..
actually i din really noe wat was on.. yep..
den ltr last part.. saw the priest..
making ppl fall.. i dunn wat tat call la..
can ask my son abt tat.. yup..
den dey say it was lyk some sort of anoitnity..
yep.. den alast.. the whole minitry was filled wid laughter..
wenkai marilyn anzoe,esther fell..
me n sam din? i dunno why.. but i felt sth pushing me back..
hmm.. anyway.. after tat.. went century sq buy stuff..
n for SAMSON info/// i din buy boxer... grr..
rawr...
anyway.. umm hmm.. tmr nt going skool.. mayb nxt few days too..
u guys noe why..=X

yup.. tat's abt today service lor.. hmm.. fun..
anyway.. wanna express my heartfelt gratitude.. to all tis ppl
dey did so much for me.. so much tat cant name.. cuz it's gonna be a long list..
my laopo-MILLY=]]
samson, huilin, pamela, anzoe, and lots lots ppl.. thnx wendy too..
thnx my aunt n uncle..
thnx my mum n dad who did sth to me.. n end me here..
erm on top of tat.. thnx cg for today.. was wonderful...

lastly..
Happy 11th mth laopo..
loving u forever...=]]
muacks..
wo ai ni..
thnx for the everything ur did for me.. i really appreciative of all u guys have did..
laopo thnx for being der for me all tis 11mths.. being by my side taking care of me..=]] thnx u..

`loves laogong
wo yong yuan ai zhe ni laopo..

i type de k.. bleahs XP
love laopo.. thnx u so so much..

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7/29/2007 11:14:00 PM
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happy 11th months!!!((:
another 1 more mth & its our 1 yr anniversary(:
dardar...i loveyou loads~♥

~dear...i din go watch tv..but end up i came here n post..

hehes...xp.

cnt blame larhs hor!XD it has meaning!((:

milly loved,loves and will forever love jerome lee((:

`laopo♥

7/29/2007 12:38:00 AM
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Saturday, July 28

me and my dearest molecule((:
on racial harmony day...
intended to wear ethic costumes...
but end up din...
hahas....
`laopo♥

7/28/2007 11:29:00 PM
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Friday, July 27

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!((:

aft a long and streneous week of studying...
FINALLY!!
its abt time you noe!((: ohh...but next week still have thou... i will be having amaths class test on mon and also de amaths common test somwhere in de week... 2 in a week...hw nice!!!:( hahas..but nvm abt dat nw... at least...NO MORE MUGGING!!((:
at least for now lahs... let me rest awhile... now de worst ting of all is to get back de results!!>.<>~~distinction~~ for bio... hahas...well...as long as i pass..or even cn get a B grade..i'm more den contented!>.<>.<
='( PAIN!!:(
`laopo♥

7/27/2007 06:55:00 PM
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Sunday, July 22

hmm...once again...it's the exam period...
wad shld we all start doing??
MUGGG!!
yepp...dat's wad we've to do!(:
ahhs...the tedious process of a student!
but wad cn be done to chnge?nth!XD
so jus summit to fate and MUGGGG!!!

thou i mus admit...the whole of today..i was jus READING chap 4 of social studies..
and u have no idea hw many upteen times i dozed off...
ZzzZzzz...
hahas....well i noe i shldn't be posting lyk at a time like tis lahs...
i mean..i shld be mugging..but i tink i'm gonna relax for de next few hrs 1st?
yep...i shld be chattin on de com wif dardar nw...
but he go eat STEAK with his family!!>.<
lols...oh well..MAY HE GROW TO BE A FAT PIG!!!XD
ok...well...
everone...DUN STRESS OUT!((:
study and learn in a positive attitude and it'll make studying easier((:
cheers and takkaire ppl!(:
GOOD LUCK FOR ALL EXAMS!!
all the best everyone!XD
`laopo♥

7/22/2007 06:08:00 PM
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Friday, July 13

why the hell this world has such brainless unfeeling assholes!?
dun they every get a live!!
i noe everyone has got lots going on...
every1 has their own probs...
then why do some jus love bringing misery to others!
i dun understand this...
this is life?
give a life 2 a human being,bring him problems and den dying?
that's the joy of it!?
den i dun see the meaning of it...
i'm heard the phrase rainbow aft a rainstorm...
bt for a mth...the rainbow aint appearing...
its been rainstorm..on and on...

the road aint seem so bright...

but rainbow;will eventually appear...
hey...but it dun matter...
1 mth may have been passed...but still...the storm WILL eventually pass;appearing a rainbow issen it?ok i now i sound ironic here...but i am really confused...i really hope there will be this rainbow appearing soon...no matter hw long it'll take...i will wait for it...i'll go thru all kinds of storm tgt wif you dardar...no matter what..please dun give up!

deardear...no matter wad u r going thru...no matter wad u will eventually have to go thru...i'll forever stand by ur side supporting you and going thru every obstacle you have...rmb dat u're not alone walking thru this stretch of road & dat i'll walk side by side tgt wif you...even IF the ~~whole world~~ hates you or gives up on you...i will nv ever leave u all alone to fend for urself ok?& its all simply cos of 1 reason: i love you.

`laopo♥

7/13/2007 11:27:00 PM
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Sunday, July 8

it's 12.50..
dardar muz go 'slp' cuz mummy..
nvm.. wont blame her.. juz a minute..
a minute she left..
my smiles faded... from =] to =[
i started emo le..
wat exactly is love..
it's sth tat bring happiness to both parties n make each other feel loved, concern n care for..
but.. all tis.. is wat i cant giv her..
i tot i could.. but it turn out to be complete opposite..
hw den can i make u happy. giv u love care n concern..
HW?

`laogong..

7/08/2007 12:55:00 AM
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Saturday, July 7

``sry shar.. promise u today go npcc de..
but turn out.. i was sick.. really.. went see doc..
yea.. had stomach ache the whole days n gastric pain at tyms..
ate charcoal pills.. finally feeling somehw or rather better?

Happy Bdae to daddy!!!
hmm.. today.. at 12.. suppose to cut daddy cake.. whee..
strawberry choc.. so nice=]]
but mummy go slp le.. zz
hmm..

juz nw went to jacks place to celebrate..
eat de quite full..
but the steak wasnt really nice ba.. dunno why..
n the catfish.. dun seem as fresh?

after tat.. go walk walk.. go see hp..
saw a hp tat was real nice.. really love it..
but dun tink can change ba.. haha..

saw sijin.. distributing BK flyers at the escalator..
she lyk dreaming lidat.. den..
i go purposely take le.. den go flick in front of her face..
den she was lyk.. hi.. lols.. den i walk off le.. cuz escalator mar..
nt possible stand der.. ltr ppl behind scold..
haha..

den want go home tat tym..
waiting for cab..
saw mr goy.. i from far saw him le.. see his back view.. knew was him..
a figure tat probably.. i seen too much tym le..
hmm..
den saw him waiting for some1..
den he was lyk.. one kuku.. smsing der.. look lyk ah beng.. lols..
seriously he look abit lyk ah beng leh..
den ltr..
i saw a car came..
den stop
den he abt to bought..
was a toyota corolla.. a maroon one..
guess hu's..
more specify.. car plate no 2626..

den the taxi stand de queue was lyk so damn long long seh..
so went to in front.. "cut queue."
haha..
den within minutes.. board the cab le..zz

sry dardar.. been misunderstanding u all tis days..
was my foolish, selfish, stp tinking tat let to all tis..
been emo.. tis few days.. tis whole wk rather..
been really stressed and depressed..
over so many things..
tis term.. ever since started...
so much thigns went wrong way..
wanna thnx.. lot lot ppl... for being der for me tis days..
anzoe, sam, eunice, pamela, rachel, huilin, germaine, serene
OF course.. stil my laopo did most for me.. without my knowing!
really thnx u laopo..
dunno when den will u forgive me.. but i will wait..
be it tmr.. be it wks , mth or years..
i wait..

i did some foolish n dumb stuffs out of anger in past few mths..
been hanging on for a very long tym..
really feel lyk giving up..
everytym.. things turn out abit better..
it will go the other way le..
i heard of a saying..
''when god gives u sth, he will take away another''

today was the first day i had a smile on my face.. after so long..
ytd too.. finally was talking to dardar..
i smile..
smiles tat was true...
hope tis smiles will always be on..
but i'm uncertain of tat..
lost of everything...
the confidence i had,
the faith i had..
all gone..
promises i made..
all broken..
X3

`laogong

7/07/2007 11:49:00 PM
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Sunday, July 1

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMIN!!!((:
you're another yr older...
NO MORE BLURNESS PLEASE!!XD
ppl..check out huimin's blog..done by me n sa as 1 of huimin's b'dae presents frm de badminton gals!((:
`laopo♥

7/01/2007 12:57:00 AM
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