Saturday, July 7
``sry shar.. promise u today go npcc de..
but turn out.. i was sick.. really.. went see doc..
yea.. had stomach ache the whole days n gastric pain at tyms..
ate charcoal pills.. finally feeling somehw or rather better?
Happy Bdae to daddy!!!hmm.. today.. at 12.. suppose to cut daddy cake.. whee..strawberry choc.. so nice=]]but mummy go slp le.. zz
hmm..juz nw went to jacks place to celebrate..eat de quite full..but the steak wasnt really nice ba.. dunno why..n the catfish.. dun seem as fresh?after tat.. go walk walk.. go see hp..saw a hp tat was real nice.. really love it..but dun tink can change ba.. haha..saw sijin.. distributing BK flyers at the escalator..she lyk dreaming lidat.. den..i go purposely take le.. den go flick in front of her face..den she was lyk.. hi.. lols.. den i walk off le.. cuz escalator mar..nt possible stand der.. ltr ppl behind scold..haha..den want go home tat tym..waiting for cab..saw mr goy.. i from far saw him le.. see his back view.. knew was him..a figure tat probably.. i seen too much tym le..hmm..den saw him waiting for some1..den he was lyk.. one kuku.. smsing der.. look lyk ah beng.. lols..seriously he look abit lyk ah beng leh..den ltr..i saw a car came..den stopden he abt to bought..was a toyota corolla.. a maroon one..guess hu's..more specify.. car plate no 2626..den the taxi stand de queue was lyk so damn long long seh..so went to in front.. "cut queue."haha..den within minutes.. board the cab le..zz
sry dardar.. been misunderstanding u all tis days..
was my foolish, selfish, stp tinking tat let to all tis..
been emo.. tis few days.. tis whole wk rather..
been really stressed and depressed..
over so many things..
tis term.. ever since started...
so much thigns went wrong way..
wanna thnx.. lot lot ppl... for being der for me tis days..
anzoe, sam, eunice, pamela, rachel, huilin, germaine, serene
OF course.. stil my laopo did most for me.. without my knowing!
really thnx u laopo..
dunno when den will u forgive me.. but i will wait..
be it tmr.. be it wks , mth or years..
i wait..
i did some foolish n dumb stuffs out of anger in past few mths..
been hanging on for a very long tym..
really feel lyk giving up..
everytym.. things turn out abit better..
it will go the other way le..
i heard of a saying..
''when god gives u sth, he will take away another''
today was the first day i had a smile on my face.. after so long..
ytd too.. finally was talking to dardar..
i smile..
smiles tat was true...hope tis smiles will always be on..
but i'm uncertain of tat..
lost of everything...
the confidence i had,
the faith i had..
all gone..
promises i made..
all broken..
X3
`laogong
