Sunday, January 3 64 days without jerome lee
50 days to go...

i guess, there are still more things about what you did that would make me even more disaapointed
and even more upset.
sigh.
why do you have to further deviate frm the perfect impression of what i had of you.
you were everything i asked for.
but why once the relationship between us ended,
you've got to do so many things that hurt me.

i am just so sick of getting disappointed by you again and again.
hias..

for i dont know what reason,
last night,
i suddenly burst out crying for you again.
are you really worth so many girls being so upset over?
why is it you are capable of making me and joye dislike each other despite not knowing each other.
why are you so capable of making so many girls fall for you.
just what capability do you have.
to make me suffer so much..
hias..
i am just waiting for that day,
when i can fully let you go.
when i can no longer be affected by you...